Hayz, I have a very low salary ... :(

For my age (28), and for the line of work that I do (IT Industry), I am saddened that I have a very low salary... :(

It is so sad... but I have always tried my best in all the things that I do.

I don't want to leave my present company, but...

Someone's good dream

Here is at least one thing I have read that somehow managed to ease a little of my worry and negative feelings and premonitions...


http://www.freepsychicnetwork.com/Psychic-Readings-Blog/psychic-premonition-of-angels-and-evil/

Impending Sense of Doom

Somebody please help me... For the past few weeks I have been feeling this bad premonition that something bad is about to happen. Either to me or someone close to me.
I really do not like this feeling. This negative energy that I feel looming in the future makes me sick to my stomach... :( I have been having vivid and weird dreams lately, which is almost a sure sign that something not to my liking will happen soon. Help. :(

There shall be no reconciliation without justice.

Today is Noynoy Aquino's inauguration as the new Philippine president.
The part of his speech that really made an impact on me was this:

"There shall be no reconciliation without justice."

...Hindi naman pwedeng umupo na lang tayo at mag-usap na parang wala lang nangyari..."

And then I remembered my sadistic mother. This is the exact reason why me and my mother are still estranged.

Kudos Noynoy. You could not have said it better.

SandboxFw

I have finally made the framework I have been doing (for the past year and a half) publicly available.






It is located in www.sandboxfw.info



This is a php mvc framework that is designed to be tdd friendly.

I cleared SWCWD! Yey :)

This afternoon, I cleared SCWCD 5 in my first try. :) I am so so happy. My score was only 81%. Normally, I wouldn't be ecstatic with such a score, but considering that I have been away from Java web development for more than a year already, this is a major feat. I am so so happy.

USB thingies

Today I went to CDR King, and I was so surprised to see things like:

1. USB Mini Vacuum
2. USB Pencil Sharpener
3. USB Water Fountain

Major LOL :) hahahha

Next in line:

1. USB Washing Machine
2. USB Lawn Mower

At exactly one year ago: Accenture!

I can still remember myself, at the same day and month, one year ago. I remember having a bad dream after I woke up that morning. The nightmare was so vivid that I can still remember it up to now. I dreamt that my own mother had beheaded me. I dreamt that my spirit was looking at my own severed head. It was so terrifying, it was probably the only dream I can recall where I had died. And then I looked up the meaning of this dream in an online dream dictionary...

See the entry for "Head"

At exactly one year ago, I was among the hundreds of people that Accenture Philippines had laid off. It was really sad and things just happened so fast.

What a dream. How very accurate... this is one of those experiences where I believe that humans have intuition and can actually feel or see part of the future in symbols through dreams.